years since i have last updated

So many things have happened in this idle 2 years of no blogging. All the sweet and bitter memories makes my life interesting.

-First gf at 20 yrs old.

-Acl surgery at 21 yrs old. I hope the swelling will go down soon. It has been 8 months since the surgery. Definitely not on schedule.

-etc

Looking back at my previous posts which is about 2 years ago, I really wanna know who the 'anonymous' person is before is too late.:).Now that we are all grown up adults, you could probably tell me who you are.

no urge to blog

 i don't have the desire or urge to blog anymore. blogging sucks. get a life people. XD

anyway, i really wanna meet the guy/girl who posted the comment below in my previous posts. wanna apologize to that girl.

"what the hell.... why the heck so 'ngam' my friend called YOU???? I cant believe it. ridiculous!!!

Seriously she was so pissed about this thingy. Cursed the miri guy & jennifer. she thought you r a sarawakian or something like that. I see , u r from KL oso.

Stupid , her English is very good ok?! anyway i thnk u still owe her a 'SORRY', she is a victim oso. your stupid inspector was too harsh man.

11:13 AM"

u gonna miss me when i'm gone

holy cow.left 1 more month before i m leaving for vancouver, canada. time passes by.
i decided to blog today because i felt like doing so. my bloody laptop is giving me various problems everyday. with windows vista in my laptop, it couldn't even bloody delete norton antivirus...what the *#&$ is happening!!grrr..... God knows my neverending struggle with computers...i am so f***ing gonna go back to the shop that i bought my laptop from ..and maybe out of frusration, i will kick up a fuss there...argh....that's all la
i'm being irrationale in this post..sorry bout dat but i still hate coms.

business cycle

in order to understand my analysis, u must know the business cycle.

 depression->recovery->prosperity->recession->depression...............
the cycle goes on and on.
currently, in malaysia, we are shifting from prosperity to recession because of the increment of oil price. economic conditions are gonna be as bad as in the late 1990's. factories will shut down. unemployment rates will be high as well.consumers will start to buy less. thank god, i will be in canada by the time the economic output totally shrinks for six consecutive months...however, the situation may be the same in canada as well. then, it will be a total mess that time.
so people, start spending wisely now....things gonna be real bad soon

observation#1

from now onwards, i m gonna dedicate my blog to write about what i have observed in my daily life.
some may be true but some may be hogwash.
i m gonna explain about naps.
yesterday, i took a nap for 3 hours.
i was hoping that i would regain my energy and feel less tired.
instead, i had a bad headache and the next day was a business test. (such coincidence)
it was not my first time experiencing terrible headaches and uncomfort after long naps.
taking naps more than 3 hours seem to have reverse effect on your biological system.
in my opinion, the mind and body will assume that it is really your normal bed time.
hence, what happened if you only sleep 3 hours at night?
certainly, you will feel lethargic.
i dunno if my explanation is correct or not

bs

i read a couple of blogs.
by far, the worst hypocrites.
btw, happy cny to every1!!!
i stopped blogging for a while already because i m extremely busy
anything else...?.
hmmm, right..absence makes the heart grow fonder
the opposite would be meeting the same person everyday will make me feel boring and irritated..
o ya...sorry if any1 feels that i have been a bad group member
my patience is running short this year- i dunno why- n i get tired easily

satanism

no offense, every religion advocate their respective followers to abide certain teachings, virtues or "proper techiniques" to perform prayers. some of the religion's philosophy makes sense but some hardly does. XD..so is satanism

Erm...here are some of the philosophy which i agreed

-You cannot love everyone; it is ridiculous to think you can. If you love everyone and everything you lose your natural powers of selection and wind up being a pretty poor judge of character and quality. If anything is used too freely it loses its true meaning. You should love strongly and completely those who deserve your love, but never turn the other cheek to your enemy.

-Prayer is useless; it distracts people from useful activity. (somehow, i agreed but is fun to pray sometimes..it's a way of socialising)

-Suicide is actively discouraged.

-Each person is their own redeemer, fully responsible for the direction of their own life.

- The nine Satanic sins are: Stupidity, pretentiousness, solipsism, self-deceit, herd conformity, lack of perspective, forgetfulness of past orthodoxies, counterproductive pride, and lack of aesthetics.

 
often, the ways of performing prayers for any religion is peculiar but that's the way it is..however, satan followers have to perform rituals. i m totally baffled

Magic rituals consist of three types:
Lust ritual: sex magic which includes masturbation,
Compassion ritual to achieve healing or happiness, and
Destruction ritual (may include sticking pins in a doll; drawing a picture or writing a description of the victim's death; delivering a soliloquy, etc.). Destruction rituals are best performed by a group. If a person targeted by a destruction ritual is not deserving of it, the ritual will not harm them.

that's all for now. we must have our judgement in everything.

cheers