my bball career is coming to an end

first match vs mbs........
pts-0, steals-can't memba but a lot lar, fouls-4 (wtf.one more foul, i have to leave the court liao)........anyway this match we r the underdogs, so if we lose also nvmlar cos mbs got one state player....blardy tall indian guy.............i think throughout this game i played almost 30 out of 40 minutes.......the moment i stepped into the court my legs seriously felt cold and weak......anyway thnx to my fren yip he scored 10 pts..........we lost 19-38. lol..this game seriousli i damn ganas........u said watever wrestling moves u noe.i had done it all today.....lol.first foul is i reach in( normallar.sort of whack his hand)...second one..this is the funniest according to my coach.i get an offensive foul..........according to my coach i was bringin the ball like a rugby player and then i banged the opponent fell down until he bergolek very far behind....seriousli i dun think i banged him dat hard........coach said he will be injured for tmrw game...then my third foul..........i go n trip opponent.....actually he tripped on my leglar..........i went n apologised......but later coach warned me not to say sorry anymore cos this is a ball game...........fourth foul is normal lar.........i pushed one fellow while he layed up.......

second match vs saujana
pts-4, steals-can;t memba also but got a few, fouls-2 onilar..this is like a derby match betweeen everton n liver pool.........cos saujana is located almost a street away from my skool....i din start this match cos coach said he felt dat i got still a bit of fear........but then when i was subbed in i played contionuosly till the end of the game........very tiring.......my first score came from a fast break........second one is through a shot..anyway today i was fuckin pissed wit anthony.........the stupid point guard..i dunno how many lay ups he missed n miscued passes.........gosh.at half time at a moment i thought coach will kill him .he was damn pissed also..seriousli............damn embarassing losing to saujana.........cos we r like the favs to win...haih.,.,after this, i dun think i will be playing bball anymore...it's over for me dee......i dun have the spirit anymore..........it's pointless to play