my blog is so......

famous u might say cos even my teacher is reading it now...although i insisted to my fren dat wat;s in my blog remains onli in my blog...but during their discussion in their tuition it suddenly gravitated to my recent posts...n then they show it to her n she read it...hmmm.later when i got back home i was taken aback with my conversation with kl....then i sms her apologising for all my vulgar words in my blog...she said she wanna c me tmrw...so today she counselled me for a while..saying dat my frens r concern bout me or somethin..i just nodded.i realli appreaciate her help though but i think while i was doing some of my posts,,,,i m not in the correct state of mind so......some of my posts might be extra ordinary

daku akan menulis dalam bahasa melayu hari ni

hari ini, aku mendapat beberapa komen dan pendapat serta teguran orang lain yang menyebabkan aku berfikir sejenak...memikirkan moral dan pengajaran di sebalik komen tersebut...sama ada perbincangan tersebut mempunyai maksud tersirat atau terluah daripada mulut seseorang secara tidak sengaja....tahukah apa yang sedang terngiang-ngiang di dalam otak saya yang ligat tetapi berpinar-pinar sekarang?...aku merasakan diriku sebagai ketua tingkatan yang tidak berguna....teguran demi teguran mengatakan kelasku bising seperti pasar mengimplikasikan bahawa aku tidak memimpin kelasku dengan baik...pasrah yangku hadapi berbeza semasa tingkatan 3 atau 4...sekarang, aku telah mematangkan fikiranku secebis demi secebis...tetapi aku masih menghadapi kemelut...aku senantiasa riang dan tidak kedekut untuk memberikan senyuman...kawanku berpendapat ku ni sentiasa gembira dan tidak menghadapi masalah ...tabiatku yang lain ialah aku tidak suka melawan balik apabilaku dihiris dengan sembilu kata-kata yang paling tajam sekali pun...hatta, aku merasakan mereka tidak melayani aku sebagai kawan setia lalu tidak menghormati kedudukan aku sebagai pengawas dan pemantau di dalam kelasku...kendatipun, masih ada segelintir kawanku yang boleh diberikan kepercayaan....setiap hari, aku berasa agak tertekan untuk memberikan konsentrasi kpd pembelajaran ...kawanku bercakap seperti pemborong ikan telah memburukkan lagi situasi..tiap-tiap hari aku terpaksa mententeramkan keadaan kelas walaupun sukar keranaku juga takut reputasi kelasku makin buruk...aku mengakui diriku sebagai seorang bersifat hipokrit...baik di depan sesetengah rakan dan guru tetapi buruk di depan sesetengah rakan...hmmm....susah juga kehidupan manusia ini...kena menggembirakan orang lain...aku telah berfikir dan bercadang untuk mengekalkan kesabaran nipisku untuk 4 lagi bulan..selepas spm, aku akan ke kolej dan aku tidak lagi mahu tengok wajah kawanku....aku mahu berada di persekitaran baru serta mengekalkan profil yang rendah...aku tidak mahu terlibat dalam apa-apa.mungkin aku akan mendapatkan diriku seorang teman wanita...itulah luahan suaraku sebagai seorang remaja yang berasa muak dengan kehidupan

sorry if u guys especially charmaine n mario dun understand...but it's gud dat u refresh ur memory

stomachache

the title says it all, mate!...i got stomacache now n felt like vommiting..i can feel my stomach is full of the duck meat i earlier ate for dinner at pj....applied lots of mang kam yau....felt much more better...chattin with yen han now.talkin bout the class candid 5 page...hmm.......tomorrow will be sunday..times move exceptionally fast during weekends...haih, monday have to go skool n have to look at the same teacher's face with their boring lessons...gosh...can't stand it...my daily routine too boring during weekdays......nit something spectacular..i m like a black rotting stone in a river waiting to be push aside by current of the water if no1 picks me up..

deranged hermit

nothin much to talk about...just blog for the sake for blogging..went for dinner just now in a restaurant near subang jaya for father's day...later watch world cup with my uncle...he won the bet for the portugal's match..o yea....on friday, i felt like killing zhan xiong n shoving my center finger into his eye's sockets..h e gave me a link which goes something like dat....do u wanna view ur pic in my msn space?'..so i clicked it without much hesitation since he is my classmate..unfortunately after i click it, strange things happened..suddenly, window conversations between all my fren appeared in my 16 inch monitor.......n auto sending dat link..then i noe kena virus liao...i went n read the instruction how to remove it from norton antivirus .dunno can work or not......but oklar so far...hopefully juen wil get the instruction on how to disinfect my infected account..

argh.i been picked

grrr...wat tthe F***ing chao che*bye.....ok forget bout the vulgar language..today everybody seems to be targetting me..teachers, close frens, lil punanis, punkasses, the cloud, the wind,arrrgh....today i thought i would have great fun today enjoying my last bits of holis..but lady luck showed her butt at me..first my family n i went for the movie 'cars'..i thought schumi gonna play important role in dat animated show but dat german yid oni appeared for less than 10 seconds.the hype surrounding dat movie was unreal...it was just a movie which u rather have a coke in a typical mamak restaurant..then came home ..shoot a couple of hoops in a virtual basketball computer game..then went for physics tuition...at first everything was going smoothly...the hilarious teacher even taught guls how to defend themselves against pervert..he said the front kick right into the balls will leave the attackers with purple nuts(learnt this from benchwarmers).ok then here came the relentless problems..my fren bitch dom n sissy mh kept disturbing me.provoking me with insults at my slightest mistakes..when the teacher explained something i dunno how in this just world dat it was connected to me..gosh two guys...they din noe dat some of the guls actualli hated them.guess i would have to put up with them
for another 4 months perhaps..those two fellows r disrespectful.hmm anyway forget bout my tantrum.blogging is a healthy way to release stress rite?.....then later i got punk'd by lex schumi...i gave her a call.dat gul fuckin cblar actualli answered my fon but i thought got connection prob..i called her bout 4 times....the first 3 times, she just answered n cancelled it....then the fourth wan she went n put my fon rite on her com;'s speakers to hear fort minor's believe me...like i dun have like dat..she said she accidentally cancelled my first 3 calls...hmm.hard to believe though....

punk culture

wat is punk actually?.....i just read about it in a book couple of days ago. punk is actualli an ethic who believes dat they have the freedom to live in a world with less restrictions. therefore they r very rebellious. they would hold protests towards the government with the obejective to abolish some implementations which they think have cancel out their rights as humans. i m sure u notice those teenagers with spiky hair, tights pants, boots n jackets hanging out in supermarkets in kl n in the streets .
all punks hold firmly to the motto do it urself(dat;s rite just like the nike ad.i wonder why nike dun use them as models instead of ronaldinho). there r two wings in this ethic actually. not all punks r bad ok?.....the first one r punks who r the working class.they worked like normal adults to make end's meet...they just show off their disastisfaction through music...the other one has the negative ideology..they r the complete opposite..they destoyed public ammenities such as vandalisig the bus stops with vulgar languages. n they r often participate in riots against police.............by the way, punks in malaysia r kinda notorious. i heard dat they whack up any1 who tried to interfere with their affairs or disturbing their privacy..so better watch out guys!!!